am made of fail >___>;;

I went to Clark's to play Vesperia yesterday at around 6:30ish PM.

I stayed up until NOON playing it. AHAHAHA.

The reason? I wanted Raven's freaking Imperial Knights Captain costume and Yuri's Dark Enforcer :V

Which. I both got. Actually I got Yuri's costume A LOT sooner than the guides were telling me oO;; Like I keep reading I get it after Aurnion? But I got it after Zaude. IDK :V I got them and I be's happy. Oh so happy.

But uh yeah. I was waiting for Clark to wake up so I could freaking show him before I crashed but he didn't come out until later cos he thought I had left XDDD He was like "HOLY SHIT YOU'RE STILL UP?!" and I'm like "Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii I GOT COSTUMES *POINT* *bottle of half empty Mountain Dew on table*"

So now I'm in Releweise and I started like. Before Myorzo. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. And did all the side quests and guild quest stuff LULZ.

( Just some more TOV rambling )

But now I flail because I only have three days and...I'll be busy writing two papers and a take home (and studying for the other exam) :| My plan? Was...originally to work on paper during the day today and then the take home afterwards but uh. Yeah. >_>; Way to go me. Instead I slept until like 6:30 because Clark failed in trying to actually wake me up :V So I'll see how much of the paper I'll get done tonight and start on that take home. Then work on the other paper. And. Yeah.

...Man I've been so bad this semester about my work. I've just. Grown. Apathetic. For no reason :\; I know I could have started on things earlier and probably do a lot better and therefore get a better grade...but I get A- to B- when I just work on them the night before so it's like...why? IDK. I hate myself for it and each semester I vow I'll do better.

I somehow doubt it.

And now I wouldn't be surprised if I had a C in one of my classes which is a bit depressing.

Ah well. Time to catch up on tags, wash my hair, and try to work :\

STUPID *STAB* SCHWANN *STAB* JUST *STAB* HELP ME OUT *STAB* AND BE A GOOD *STAB* OLD MAN *STAB* AND LET ME *STAB* FREAKING *STAB* DRAW YOU!!111!!1*STAB*11!11!111!!!

=_=;;;;;;;;;; Well. I've been trying to drawn Schwann for the past few days and he was annoying. +_+ You'd think his hair would be easy but NOOOO. And I'm still tweaking it :V

At any rate, I'm kind of weirded out because a) he actually kind of looks his age (only still younger but...more like late 20s younger? xD) b) the style is slightly different. SLIGHTLY. c) dude he looks like Allelujah :| But then again, he looks like him to begin with. I mean not identical at all. It's. The hair. :|; Just reminds me of Allelujah. He looks more like it some other fanart, mine's not really that close. But stare at it long enough and it's like "..."

This really shouldn't be so hard but it issss. I don't know what pose to put him and I'm just half tempted to just keep it like this and be done with it :| And it was supposed to be modern day :V But this could be like. Anywhere since he's just wearing a collared shirt :|

But yeah. Just a sketch. Not done. SUGGESTIONS HELPFUL. Clickie below.



Yes, TWO DAYS...and this is all I get OTL;;;; *had to restart/redo/change/edit/tweak so many things so many times ._.;*

IT'S A CUTE ICON STFU XDDD

Actually I have a whole set with these XD If you look at my userpics toward the bottom (for those who are lazy) you'll see that there's a Schwann version too xD He's not as...ecstatic xDD

BUT THEY'RE SO CUTE OMG.

Also, I only have THREE spaces left for icons DDD: 102 out of 105 :| I'll probably clean some up, like those that I don't use anymore. (though I must make it even so that those four are in the same order >w>)

But yeah, made a bunch of Raven/Schwann icons and I THINK I actually have enough to not only make a decent Schwann RP journal (how I'd RP him I have nooo idea. There a few possibilities) but also to get Raven 100 icons xD; Which is. Kind of sad. :|;;;

Anyway, I SHOULD be working on either both of my short stories or the paper thing I have due FRIDAY (yeah three things :|) but uh. Yeah not doing it. Just don't feel like it. And I think I'm getting sick (lolol KELLY. After you said you were starting to get sick my nose started getting runny/stuffy :\) or something. Probably like. ...Dust actually because I NEED to dust my desk. I can like. See a thin layer of dust :V I FORGOT TO BRING UP SWIFFER SHEET THINGS >_O;

But yeah. NO MORE CLASSES.

First, before the loser part...

I MADE ICON POST.

Devil May Cry 4 ⇒ 11 (a lot of Nero :\)
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney ⇒ 13 (all Franziska von Karma)
Tales of Vesperia ⇒ 53 (Raven, Rita, and Schwann)
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann ⇒ 22
The World Ends With You ⇒ 37 (A lot of Minamimoto :3)



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Lulz. Now for the loser part. :|

I made an AIM S/N for Raven. Mostly because the folks at hypnagogy were talking about an IC chat sooo. Yeah. Had to make one xD But I've actually been thinking about making it for a while :|

So...I did. :|

And it's lame. Problem was a lot of the good/better ones were either too long or taken :|

Soooooo. If anyone wants to say hi to Raven (I have no clue WHY other than RP purposes xDDDD) it's snipe xiphos. For those who don't know, it's just one of his bows and I just think it's cool sounding really. And yeah. If I ever made another Raven journal? That would be it. (in fact I just made it but uh. YEAH LJ I'M STILL WAITING FOR THAT CONFIRMATION E-MAIL?!) Because I've been tempted so many times and...pffft screw it. It's not even the best bow :| But it sounds cool. And I don't think it's in any of the other Tales games.

So yeah.

I'll probably make one for Kamina...maybe. IDK. It would be hellyouthinkiam or smashthrureason xD;; I don't really have a need to for Kamina at the moment. BUT. If someone really did want to do some AIM RP or something...I guess just let me know? xD;

*sigh* In other news, pretty much DONE with my presentation (I keep poking at it xD;) so now I just have paper :| Beh :|

My Raven application for theskytides got accepted.

...

WHAT THE HELL DID I GET MYSELF INTO? *headdesk*

But after the EXTREME tagging I had to do today with JUST Kamina alone in toujourshotel, I have learned that if I EVER plan to make a post in which a bunch of people will jump in. IE. WITH KAMINA. DO NOT MAKE ANY POSTS OR START ANY NEW THREADS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.

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Crazy. And this is my last app...well there's Stein and Zidane possibility, but those are on the low burner right now. I'm going to get myself situated into The Sky Tides, and hope I don't like. UTTERLY FAIL *has the whole concept it's just...jumping in that's kinna hard xD; ...considering the ship that I randomly chose for Raven uh. Apparently crashed. Way to go me. xD*

But yeah. Least I can use the same journal as I use for hypnagogy which isn't as highstrung as Toujours. And then somarium has kicked up pace now that we have a whole pack of new people.

Not sure what's going on with daisychainrpg since I haven't been TOO active and the monster is apparently. Uh. Dead? So...yeah. Don't know if that means the end of the game is near or not which is both good and yet sad :\

As for laststopgakuen.....OTL;;;; Need to get back into the spirit of it D: Again, put on the backburner. So far I had been focusing on Somarium mostly. Then I'd have to say Toujours. Daisychain and LSG flip flop around and like I said. Hypnagogy is a bit slower paced so it's like my middle ground.

NO ONE LET ME JOIN ANYMORE RPS UNTIL I'VE SETTLED DOWN OKAY????? OR APP ANYMORE CHARACTERS IN THE NEW ONES. WHICH I DON'T PLAN. AND IF I DID IT WOULD BE KAMINA LOL. >_>;

Sad part is? I still manage to somehow keep up with them. *siiiigh*